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Hej Jag heter Helena, ar svensk, men bor i England. Jag ar inte vetenskapligt laggd alls, har ingen titel forrutom Mrs (ursakta den engelska keyborden). Sa varfor har? Nar jag var ca 11 ar blev jag inslapad i den andra varlden av en beskyddare (av den osynliga sorten) som val blev lite orolig och ville forsakra mej att allt skulle bli bra. Jag klandrar honom inte men oj vad jobbigt livet blev. Han larde mej om magi och sedan har det bara blivit den vagen. Det tog nagra ar innan jag forstod vad min religion igentligen ar, men jag sager till folk att jag ar mycket religios, spirituell och ganska kanslig for ESP. Jag tar emot bra, men sander inte alltid sa bra. Ett vet jag, man kan inte gora illa, det fungerar helt enkelt inte, inte utan bakslag i alla fall, det har jag fatt bekraftat av min beskyddare. Jag ar morkradd, for jag tror pa allt spokligt av den enda anledningen att allt positivt har ett negativt. Jag flyttade till England nar jag var 20 ar och nygift. Det var forbestamt, jag visste precis vad jag gjorde. Jag fick 3 barn. Jag blev upplyst/invigd/intagen pa ett gradvist satt, genom mina 2 beskyddare, som pratar med mej lite da och da. Efter flera rejala knuffar at ratt hall (for jag ar ju lite dumm i hyvvet och fattar inte alltid att de forsoker saga nat!)invigde jag mejsjalv, och insag att ritualer etc ar lite over the top sometimes when it's really all inside you any way. Expressing the wholr thing is the difficult part. So much has happened and I need confirmation that i am in fact not crazy and not alone. Jag hoppar lite sprakligt ibland, hoppas det blir bra anda!
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ESP and visions. This is how it all started. I thought it would be interesting to see if an old wife's tale could work, casting a spell to see my true love's face. I was 13 at the time. They say it works best if you are young and innocent, impressionable. I certainlay was! The spell will eventually be described under the title Magic, this is about visions and esp. I followed the instructions and then went to bed. I don't remember having a dream, the vision just exploded in front of me. Suddenly there it was, like 3D and a monotonous voice telling me about my future. lots of details but the female voice spoke so quickly I didn't get it all. I was completely blown away by it. For days I went around thinking well fancy that! good golly! and then it simply left me and i forgot all about it. My mother said you will see everything, but because you are not ment to know everything in advance you will forget what you were told after a few days. Yes I did and then as things, events fell in I remembered I had somehow been told it would happen and as I got older I finally remembered the whole vision. This vision was induced but sometimes I have spontaneous visions. this can be confusing. I saw the war in Bosnia 10 years before it started. It was only a flash of a thing. then I saw the end of the war in 3 or 4 visions at different times. the last one only a week before the end of the war in Bosnia was declared. It was all very scary as it seamed pointless telling little old me about a war i personally wasn't involved in. The concorde crashing in Paris was one vision and Princess Diana's death another, these were flashes prompted by news billboards, in broad daylight and they totally surprised me. Why does this happen?
